can you feel it?
leave the blues and sail for the brightside.
oh no. its not working... thanks for motivating me.
but im still the same.
well.. they say.. families will stand by you.
i say.. families do. but they dont know their limits when it comes to anger management.
innocent and yet at wrong.
sigh. suicide was on my mind.
will it help?
i dont think so..
but if it changes other's mindset, i rather do it.
six in the morning, first thing, you wake up to bath.
ME? teared. cried the whole morning.
for what ive done, do i deserve it?
conflict. violence.
was so tempted to hit her back.
but i know its just too wrong. i was losing it already.
was about to blow up.
was about to take the knife by my bed and just kill myself right in front of her very eyes.
wish i..
every word of urs dont mean anything to me.
but when you lay your fingers on me,
thats it.
if i were to attempt suicide, its because of you.
everyone has to handle their own stress. but fuck.
you just have to release it on me.
kept picking on me cause im always keeping quiet and always around right?
if you do it again.. im going to take my last breath.
is that how you'll change for the better?
by losing a soul?
life is unpredictable.
but this time, i can predict whats going to happen to me if you do it again.
goodbye for now..
-still feeling down.
leave the blues and sail for the brightside.
oh no. its not working... thanks for motivating me.
but im still the same.
well.. they say.. families will stand by you.
i say.. families do. but they dont know their limits when it comes to anger management.
innocent and yet at wrong.
sigh. suicide was on my mind.
will it help?
i dont think so..
but if it changes other's mindset, i rather do it.
six in the morning, first thing, you wake up to bath.
ME? teared. cried the whole morning.
for what ive done, do i deserve it?
conflict. violence.
was so tempted to hit her back.
but i know its just too wrong. i was losing it already.
was about to blow up.
was about to take the knife by my bed and just kill myself right in front of her very eyes.
wish i..
every word of urs dont mean anything to me.
but when you lay your fingers on me,
thats it.
if i were to attempt suicide, its because of you.
everyone has to handle their own stress. but fuck.
you just have to release it on me.
kept picking on me cause im always keeping quiet and always around right?
if you do it again.. im going to take my last breath.
is that how you'll change for the better?
by losing a soul?
life is unpredictable.
but this time, i can predict whats going to happen to me if you do it again.
goodbye for now..
-still feeling down.
